I forgot my fight club book at school, ergh, i suppose i'll live tho. I've realized why i used to (and will continue to) not care about what other people say. You can't please everyone, in fact its very hard to even please yourself so why bother with the other couple billion?! Apparently i've recently become the topic of some not so nice rumors. At first i was a little depressed by this news but then i recalled the lesson i painfully learned when my mother called me a whore...i just do not care! This exclamation is very liberating. Let other people talk behind my back. In fact I invite any person who wishes to waste their time calling me a whore to go right ahead.
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WARNING: the following is not enlightened like the previous paragraph...it was written beforehand.
Apparently lesley will not talk to me because of my "arrogance, double-standards and contradictory ways." Well besides strongly suggesting that Lesley use a dictionary (or at least some common sense) I am absolutely speechless....
Well alright that lasted all of thirty seconds. Last time I checked arrogance means "The state or quality of being arrogant; overbearing pride." Huh, i think Lesley doesn't realize (although I've said so several times) that i am the one who offered to set aside our differences and try to sort things out and she is the one who WILL NOT talk to me. Whom thinks she is better than who?! errrrm, lesley.
Right next up is double standards....ok so Lesley is mad at me for almost cheating on Steve and calls me a great big whore. This compared to the countless times Lesley has cheated on her numerous boyfriends without me holding it against her. Double-standards? Lesley's own double standards prevent her from talking to me.
I think contradictory ways is already taken care of but how can i resist pointing out that while Lesley now claims that i treated Steve unfairly and that she is "sick of hearing about [my side of the story]" (and was tired of it even when we were friends) I never heard her a single word concerning these problems until now. A little contradictory? I think so.
I believe what Lesley is going through right now is called reflection in which the subject sees their own problems reflected in people around them. I am quite familiar with this psychological problem (as should lesley since she took the course with me) as i have experienced it in myself and with my mom.
That leads me to another interesting pair of comments
1)I dress like a whore at school and when i go out.
--->so? I like my clothes, although i fail to see how they are so much worse than anyone else in our school. Lesley has admitted that she dresses like a whore herself....
2)I have turned into my mom.
--->It seems Lesley has been in cahoots with L.D. all along! Now they both posses that extraordinary psychic talent! Lesley hasn't talked to me for the last 4 months, her information source is Drama queen in residence Steve Kean and other gossipy people at my school. Besides the position for Satan has already been filled by my dear parent!
-sarah
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