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I haven't been able to have a decent sleep in several days and I can't quite figure out why. Every time I try to fall asleep, my mind just goes crazy with random thoughts. Usually reading brings my train of consciousness down to a manageable level, but it hasn't been working lately. I'm not sure if this is partially from reading a mind-expanding Gibson novel before bed or if I am just not getting enough intellectual stimulation during the day. I also have been having convoluted and all-consuming dreams that dredge up strange feelings and thoughts. Perhaps I'm interrupting my sleep cycle at some inopportune time? Tonight I will try a couple things to remedy this situation... go to bed early (no facebook past 10pm), take some melatonin, no late night snack. Either that or go dancing until physical exhaustion is reached... it worked like a charm last thursday.
bleh, might as well get up and do some stretches rather than mope around in bed
-sarah This is the Orientation video from last September... i worked really hard editing and putting it all together. Having the right soundtrack can make a huge difference!! -sarah -sarah
Schools out...FOREVER (?!)
I have finished all exams and courses for dental hygiene...so far it's weird
I have more board exam coming up on May 20 still, so I'm not out of the woods quite yet. Also I have spring courses starting next week to complete my degree. I am not to worried about these courses because I have between 1-5 courses per semester (versus 9-11)
I also get to take Yoga 300 as my 300 level optional - i'm pretty excited about it actually.
In a nutshell, everything is progressing fairly smoothly. I have a job lined up at a fabulous clinic in the West end. They are almost as excited as I am to have me work there. Grad is this weekend at the beautiful Hotel Macdonald. I'm planning a 1940s inspired look - think dita von teese. I have a wonderful penpal (who is also my hero for undertaking a 3month motorcycle road trip) that I am really looking forward to meeting/hanging out with in person.
in fact he just text messaged me ^o^
anyways...as i was saying, I don't want to become infatuated with this individual, but they are giving me a hard time of it. He gets me...that i'm intelligent and weird and a little kooky. And as far as I can tell, he really likes it.
Tanya told me that I "Fall in love with being in love" instead of falling in love with the actual person. I think that, to some degree, she is right. I just need to be myself and try not to let my imagination get ahead of me (much more challenging than it sounds).
I am having some issues with self image lately too... while i feel that my self confidence has greatly improved, i'm still feeling pressure to be thin. I need to work on accepting that looking thin has absolutely no benefit for me ... where as feeling healthy and being healthy should have a much greater importance. I am a curvy girl and that is not going to change - it actually works as a really good thing when it comes to flamenco and belly dance.
Speaking of dance...i'm going to invest more time into flamenco and belly dancing starting immediately. I met the leader of Vibe Tribe and we are going to get together to create some true belly dance/flamenco fusion -excitement ^o^ Vibe tribe is tres awesome - i have seen one black light belly dance performance that was incredible. Also I was asked to perform/coordinate a workshop at North Country Fair - which is also very exciting. It's nice to have time to devote to dance again
Hmms well i'm going to go read William Gibson's latest book for a bit...Spook Country has been sitting by my bed since October and Iam DETERMINED to finish it !!
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