hung out with my dad
there are some constants in life
motion notion is coming up v.v.soon!
picked up a whole bunch of camping stuff today
-sarah -sarah -sarah
i don't even know what to say anymore
after reading over my latest angst-ridden and wordy entries, i don't think there is any other way to describe this mess.
just stop it.
stop it.
stop it.
stop it.
I saw Batman Begins with Tany today (in the gigantic imax theater)
also picked up some glo paint for MotionNotion
must make a trip to V&V before next weekend...perhaps get some more body paint and ribbons too.
I'm working a party tomorrow, which should be fun...hopefully will also keep my mind off other things.
i really just wonder what it is like for him
is he ok? does he think about me? has he decided on anything?
this space...this infuriating space.
it's the waiting i can't stand, the unknowing.
I hate giving him that power over me.
yet the only way to take away that power would be to end it myself. Perhaps it is as Heathcliffe said "My tears don't love you, Cathy. They blight and curse and damn you! '...yet there is a part of me that won't let go.
no matter how much i argue and reason, no matter how many reasons i list, or how many friends who welcome his parting.
Then of course we run into the unbreakable pair, foolishness or love. Which is it? I'm sure everyone has their own opinion.
but surely no one can begrudge me my hope.
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